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#440360 - 07/08/13 10:38 AM just another day
MarkK Offline
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Registered: 04/02/07
Posts: 2502
Loc: Denver, CO
the sun rises
  and my head is hungover
  with remnants of the nightmares
    that plagued my sleep

he is here
  he is always here
  head thrown back
    as his body shakes with raucous laughter
  at my expense

I close my eyes
  only to see his face
  my body quakes with fear
    as I hold back screams of terror

years of therapy
  yet the scene continues to play
  empty medicine bottles
    that held empty promises
  that the current one
  was the right one

the sky dims early today
  and the air turns to frost
  it is beyond me
    and yet on this day
  I have no concern

desires for freedom
  lead to hope
  and hope frays the edges
    of my heart
  until I can bear no more

and long for a tomorrow
  that never arrives
  but stays as black
    as my very soul
_________________________
the story
https://1in6.org/men/bristlecone/mark-krueger/

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Alta - September 2012
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#440471 - 07/09/13 04:40 PM Re: just another day [Re: MarkK]
MarkK Offline
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Registered: 04/02/07
Posts: 2502
Loc: Denver, CO
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