I think I speak for everyone when i say that you found a good place here , and you will find a lot of support .
You are in a bad spot right now, as all of us are at any given time. There is no quick fix to this as i am finding out, no pill, no shock therapy.........
As anything else in life worth having it will require work, a lot of work and from what i understand from others here, it does get better. I don't know that yet for sure because i am still at the beginning of my journey, but i have to trust their judgement. I know where you are at right now and it's tough. Other days you will wake up and think that this is stupid, that you don't need this or therapy, and that's cool. But you can always comeback and there will be people here who can help you or simply listen to you.
I think it is important that you find someone you can trust to talk to. For myself it is crucial that i let my guard down and begin to trust.
I hope these words find you in good spirits and think that you are no longer alone.
take care dude
Exchange On a visit to England by Ghandi
Reporter:"what do you think of Western Civilisation,Mr.Ghandi?"
Ghandi: I think it would be a good idea.