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#439445 - 06/28/13 12:19 PM Perpetually Healing (Wings)
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Registered: 06/07/11
Posts: 119
Loc: Colorado
Please read my next chapter. I hope you like it.

Perpetually Healing (Wings)

iamnotbubba
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http://www.perpetuallyhealing.com/

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#440355 - 07/08/13 10:04 AM Re: Perpetually Healing (Wings) [Re: iamnotbubba]
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Registered: 02/07/06
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Loc: somewhere in Africa
hi,

i missed the last couple of chapters while travelling. trying to catch up, i went in search of # 32 - After all, never question your pastor - and found nothing there. if you removed it, i am disappointed to have lost the chance to read your complete story - but will understand if you felt you had to do that. if it is a malfunction - thought you'd want to know so you can fix it. the last segment - Wings - was painful and beautiful and powerful. i loved reading it - and am hoping that it is not the finale - though it did carry a sense of closure.

keep calm and carry on writing!
lee
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As my life goes on I believe somehow something's changed
Something deep inside...
I've been searchin so long to find an answer
Now I know my life has meaning
Now I see myself as I am, feeling very free...
When my tears have come to an end I will understand
What I left behind: a part of me. Chicago


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#440381 - 07/08/13 02:06 PM Re: Perpetually Healing (Wings) [Re: iamnotbubba]
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Registered: 06/07/11
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Loc: Colorado
Welcome back!

I have had some issues with the link on #32 I hope it is fixed now.

"Wings" is a piece I wrote in honor of a former support group leader that has moved on to build his practice and speaking tours. I felt a great sense of loss after he left and I wrote that.

I think my next few chapters are are going to focus on the isolation and virtual agoraphobia leading up to the first chapter "emotional hostage." If I can successfully make that circle. I am not sure where I will go next. Perhaps, I may write about the circumstances that put me in the hospital this past Christmas.

Thank you so much for reading.

iamnotbubba
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http://www.perpetuallyhealing.com/

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#440386 - 07/08/13 03:30 PM Re: Perpetually Healing (Wings) [Re: iamnotbubba]
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it's working now.

thanks.

i could relate to many of the details: being an outsider in middle school, shutting down emotionally, the fatherless boy experience, craving male role models and mentors, the church setting, the benign neglect of a widowed mother, the loss of specific memories and regaining the experience as an adult.

good work. i anticipate the next narrative episode - whichever direction you drive it.
lee
_________________________
As my life goes on I believe somehow something's changed
Something deep inside...
I've been searchin so long to find an answer
Now I know my life has meaning
Now I see myself as I am, feeling very free...
When my tears have come to an end I will understand
What I left behind: a part of me. Chicago


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