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#437095 - 06/06/13 12:11 PM I hate you.
Poorsoft Offline


Registered: 02/20/13
Posts: 163
I hate the person looking at me.
I hate you so much and it bothers me that I don't know why.
I hate the way you look, talk, walk and everything about you.
Your body disgusts me.
The thoughts that run through your head is equally sickening.
I hope you die.
I want you to die.
Every tear you force through reaks of anger. The smell is nausiating.
I've tried to forgive you, I've tried talking to you and I'm running out of things to try.
You don't tell me anything.
You sit silently and watch as I rip myself apart.
You allow me to do these fucking stupid things and you're laughing as I throw it all away.
Even as I stand infront of this mirror, after every thought; I still hate you.

And I'm not sorry.

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#437120 - 06/06/13 04:22 PM Re: I hate you. [Re: Poorsoft]
rc1965 Offline


Registered: 04/23/13
Posts: 12
Brutally Honest feelings...thank you for posting. I felt it!

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#437194 - 06/07/13 01:15 AM Re: I hate you. [Re: Poorsoft]
victor-victim Offline


Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 3422
Loc: O Kanada
HEAVY!

And I saw my reflection in a lake and I waited for it to freeze a little bit so I could break it with my boot.
- Sam Pink

He wished he could be anywhere else and anyone else but Here and Him.
- James R. Silvestri

When we don't know who to hate, we hate ourselves.
- Chuck Palahniuk

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but seriously, poorsoft.
you don't really hate yourself, do you?
at least, not all the time, i hope.

is this something you just wrote recently?
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Victor|Victim

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#437444 - 06/08/13 05:58 PM Re: I hate you. [Re: Poorsoft]
Poorsoft Offline


Registered: 02/20/13
Posts: 163
That was very in the moment, I feel like that still, but not as severe today for some reason wink

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#437824 - 06/11/13 04:51 PM Re: I hate you. [Re: Poorsoft]
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Edited by bodyguard8367 (02/27/14 04:09 PM)

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