hey farm boy
feel free to browse the site, maybe just read or make use of the resources here. you are welcome here it is a safe place to be yourself. and when you are ready then feel free to join in a chat session maybe try one of the healing circles on Sunday or Wednesday night there is no requirement to interact but you can get a feel for what the chat function is all about in a moderated controlled way. lots of the guys are really shy so don't feel alone there. I hope you will come to find a great resource here you are welcome
Towards thee I roll, thou all-destroying but unconquering whale; to the last I grapple with thee; from hell's heart I stab at thee; for hate's sake I spit my last breath at thee. let me then tow to pieces, while still chasing thee, thou damned whale! Thus, I give up the spear!"