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#436382 - 05/30/13 11:28 PM Our family (trigger)
bey Offline

Registered: 01/28/10
Posts: 324
Loc: canada
I want to forget the way they said goodnight
I love you, Geech.
And how we would go sailing in the summer
Camping up north, laughing about black flies
I want to forget canoe paddles and campfires.i
I want to forget dinners on pub patios
And bedtime stories of Lord of the Rings
And games of Go
I want to forget how he made me laugh
And how she smiled at me.
I want to forget car trips and beach trips
Love and laughter and fun
I want to forget it


How can that fit with

Fuck you, you little shit
Split lips and black eyes
Broken bones
Fear and hunger
And fucked up
Don't tell
You shut up, Benny
Come here, Benny
I need you, Benny
We do this because we love you
But I will kill you if
Drink this smoke this
Meet my friend
Watch this
Good boy
You've been, you are, you are such a
And Keep your fucking mouth shut please don't tell anyone


They won't understand

This is how we do things in our family
I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me.

#436444 - 05/31/13 08:50 PM Re: Our family (trigger) [Re: bey]
Shyshark Offline

Registered: 10/30/12
Posts: 588
Loc: Canada
... seriously sorry it was like that for you ...
Experience is a brutal teacher.


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