A few weeks ago, I had a dream that I was at a house party and was kicked out for "upsetting the family."
Last night, early this AM, I had a dream along a similar theme. I was with a group of guys and we were late for a class but didn't seem too concerned. But when we arrived in the class, our teacher kicked us all out for bad behavior. When I asked what we did wrong, she gave me a whole list of reasons, and told me to go.
I didn't want to leave, but I wasn't too concerned either. Like in the house party dream, I slowly gathered my things and left, feeling OK about myself but disappointed that I had to leave.
I think the EMDR is beginning to shake up my mind's status quo, and parts of my subconscious are not happy about it.
I think this is a good sign for me and my recovery.
Recovery is possible. Hang in there, brothers.