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The UPS
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LIVIN' IN THE SHADOW OF ANNIHILATION
causes me no stress
PANDEMONIUM RUNS THE NATION
i ain't depressed
THE RISE AND FALL OF CIVILIZATION
leaves me unimpressed
SITTING PRETTY IN A SH!TTY SITUATION
i couldn't care less

livin' in OBLIVION ... livin' in EUPHORIA
livin' in OBLIVION ... livin' in UTOPIA

LIVIN' IN THE SHADOW OF ANNIHILATION
no reason to fear - NO!
PANDEMONIUM ROCKS THE NATION
got my seat in the front row

livin' in OBLIVION ... livin' in EUPHORIA
livin' in OBLIVION ... livin' in UTOPIA

THE RISE AND FALL OF CIVILIZATION
causes me no sorrow
SITTING PRETTY IN A SH!TTY SITUATION
livin' on ground zero

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and the DOWNS
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nightmares can destroy a man

CHECK my PULSE ... WITH a RAZOR
FEEL it BEAT ... on the EDGE of a BLADE
CUT my THROAT ... to SPITE my SPIRIT
FEAR and PAIN and ANGER fade ... I'M NOT AFRAID

once i LOVED my fellow man
NOW i'm just DISGUSTED
NOTHING goes the way i plan it
NO ONE can be TRUSTED
first they STOLE my innocence
then i SOLD my YOUTH
NOTHING here makes any sense
NO ONE ever tells the tRUTh

you say STOP ... but i'm already DONE
you say STAY ... but i'm already GONE
you say WHAT? ... but i'm already FUCT
you say WAIT! ... i ... SELF DESTRUCT

reality is killing me

SMASH the PHONE ... NOBODY HOME
LOCK the DOOR ... LOAD the PISTOL
FINGER on the TRIGGER ... PULL IT !!!
SUCK the BULLET from the BARREL

you say WHAT? ... but i'm already FUCT
you say WAIT! ... i ... SELF DESTRUCT
you say STOP! ... but i'm already DONE
you say STAY! ... but i'm already GONE

TAKE MY LIFE ...please


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more of my stuff:
http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=434387#Post434387
http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=441089#Post441089
http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthr...3020#Post433020
http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=441024#Post441024
http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=432554#Post432554
http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthr...5609#Post435609
http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=434805#Post434805

wrote these many many years ago.
thought other survivors might "get it".
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Victor|Victim

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