it is absolutely shocking what comes out along the way, and sometimes it doesnt feel too good. i know how hard it is to find that you are angry with someone you love. when i got digging and found out that i nearly hated both my parrents, when i really didnt want to feel that way, it was hard. on the bright side, now that you know about these feelings, you can work on dealing with them. hang in there. thing's will get easier with time. i think sometimes we try to rush things, and expect quick fixes. it took a lifetime to create our lives, and it'll take years to renew our spirit.
The world is a dangerous place, not because of those that are evil, but because of those who do nothing about them- Albert Einstein