I'd always thought about it, but today I finally DID IT!
Before, I'd catastrophize:
1. Too scary, afraid
2. Buckled in front of another man
3. Too expensive
4. Military says I can't
Today, I wasn't even that anxious or nervous until I was at the door looking down, at the precipice of greatness, overcoming fear. HOLY COW!
I did it!
Screw fear! Danger is real, fear isn't real. I overcame so much today.
And I safely landed back on earth. The man to whom I was strapped like a baby bjorn saved me, protected me, guided me. I trusted him, and I had the experience of a lifetime.
I've already signed up to do it again