For some reason, I do not know how, it hits me now, it is now in my brain, what all he does at me, how long it happens and how very bad it goes with him. I do not know how one can do those things, I can't seem to put the words to those things he has done, I feel like to define it, those things, that it makes it more real. It feels so real these days, but I fear if I know it is, that it is not me just being horrible person, that it will finish me. Do not know sure what I say, but I am scared again. There are words for these things he does, I know that. I just hate them.
Avatar photo in memory of my younger brother Makar.
"Human salvation lies in the hands of the creatively maladjusted."~~~Martin Luther King Jr., 1963