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#434163 - 05/09/13 06:03 PM (Cyber-)reality
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Edited by concerned_husky (08/30/15 06:16 AM)
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#434165 - 05/09/13 06:20 PM Re: (Cyber-)reality [Re: concerned_husky]
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Registered: 03/25/13
Posts: 132
Loc: Texas
Husky, I completely understand where you're coming from. The reluctance to give out your name, protecting yourself. And the desire to have fellowship with this community of men who share the same experience as you do.

I too get addicted to MS. Mostly because this is the only place I feel understood. I don't have to pretend here. I sought this site out when I was low and just beginning my emotional recovery. It was difficult, but the men on this site helped a TON, including you.

I hadn't thought about wanting to meet anyone, but I do now. There are a few guys I'd like to meet here. I think this is a place we all belong and we feel that way. I know I do.

Yeah, I think it'd be kind of cathartic.

I would submit that this is your real life. You are sharing the deepest parts of your real self with us here. There isn't two different huskies, just the one of you. You get deep with us here because you can. Because you're safe here. But it's the same you that brushes his teeth, eats his meals, the same you.

Hope you have a nice evening
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#434206 - 05/10/13 04:05 AM Re: (Cyber-)reality [Re: concerned_husky]
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Hey Husky, this is great topic. Wanting to break isolation to feel connected with others is ultimate goal for me. I came to Male Survivor because I felt so lonely and like stuck isolated from outside world while I was intensively traveling because of my work.
Also while I was spending more and more time here I also felt need to get connected to some of guys. In real life I don't have many male friends and to be honest I've grown with sort of hunger for my father's love. He is very good man but was always a little bit distant.
So when I started to talk with many guys here, I found many similarities and it wasn't long before I started to think about next steps.
So my experience was like this: after I talked and talked with couple of guys we moved from site in search for some privacy as here in chat it could be sometimes very crowded.
With one or two it didn't last for long because of many reasons, we all were in search fro friends and it was dynamic and short meeting let say.
With some I'm still in touch on daily basis and true friendship has developed, we are exchanging e-mails or meet regularly in chat. And with couple of guys I would love to meet one day in real life.
There were also not so positive experiences too. It was nothing scary or something unusual I would say. It is just that couple of times I was caught talking about past, intimacy and abusive experience and suddenly talk would get into "wrong" direction related to sexuality. Sometimes such stories are triggering and it is completely expected that we could felt vulnerable and challenged at same time, especially if we have some confusion left from abuse. So it was better that there was some distance and safe environment in those cases.
Anyway this cyber space I see as just one additional tool that hasn't to be our ultimate goal in reaching for others.
In any case there is no need to push for anything, actually I would rather advice on being patient as internet is such medium that speeds up all in my view so it is good to step on some break regarding talks with other people. There is some time needed to get to know other person and for relationship to settle and to learn about safe borders.
There is nothing wrong in trying to find friends who could be available by phone, sms, trough letters or whatsoever. It is not something unthinkable!

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#434208 - 05/10/13 05:09 AM Re: (Cyber-)reality [Re: concerned_husky]
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Registered: 08/25/11
Posts: 886
Loc: Bouvet Island
Too bad you're in Europe. I've always wanted to meet CSA survivors in real life. There are a few here in AZ. But I'm too chickenshit to ever meet anyone in real life. It's that ever-present desire to hide myself under a rock that's the problem. I hate myself. I truly deeply hate myself. And, to top it off, I'm not sure if I'm even a real CSA survivor (amnesia?). So, it's a repeat of all of gradeschool. Always the odd man out. But I get where you're coming from.

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#434250 - 05/10/13 07:26 AM Re: (Cyber-)reality [Re: concerned_husky]
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Registered: 10/03/09
Posts: 758
goto a weekend of recovery. Mike lew goes to Europe every year.

best way to safely meet survivors with bondries.

I personally feel that real life interaction is one of the keys to recovery. I've met and have several life long friends that I met here. even though were across the country and Canada we meet yearly for our own type of retreat.
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#434252 - 05/10/13 07:41 AM Re: (Cyber-)reality [Re: Castle]
sentry Offline
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Registered: 08/11/12
Posts: 58
Loc: Canada
Hey Husky.
I understand were you are coming from completely!
I would say that I would echo what Castle said about a WoR.I attended one here in Canada last Winter with some 20 other survivors.It was the first time I met face to face with another CSA survivor that I know of.It is a safe place to share openly in a non judgemental environment there among your brothers in recovery.You come away having bonded with them and the validation I received was truely awesome.Might be just what you are looking for.

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#434253 - 05/10/13 08:33 AM Re: (Cyber-)reality [Re: Castle]
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Registered: 08/25/11
Posts: 886
Loc: Bouvet Island
Hey, you guys, when is the next WoR coming to the southwest of the U.S.?

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#434262 - 05/10/13 11:44 AM Re: (Cyber-)reality [Re: concerned_husky]
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Edited by bodyguard8367 (02/27/14 03:03 PM)

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#434275 - 05/10/13 03:28 PM Re: (Cyber-)reality [Re: concerned_husky]
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Edited by concerned_husky (08/30/15 06:18 AM)
Edit Reason: Reducing ties with MS.

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#434281 - 05/10/13 04:20 PM Re: (Cyber-)reality [Re: concerned_husky]
Castle Offline


Registered: 10/03/09
Posts: 758
MS WOR and Mike lew weekends are different events.

They are a bit different in theory too.

Mike goes to Europe, Asia and Australia. http://www.nextstepcounseling.org/upcomingevents2.htm for his schedule.

Either event will bring you in direct contact with survivors and has a tendency to have a big impact on changing and connecting with men.

Both events have scholarships available.



Edited by Castle (05/10/13 07:31 PM)
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