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#433974 - 05/07/13 11:36 PM anxiety angst * TRIGGER WARNING [Re: Farmer Boy]
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#433979 - 05/07/13 11:58 PM inner city angst * TRIGGER WARNING [Re: Farmer Boy]
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#433980 - 05/08/13 12:09 AM pure angst * TRIGGER WARNING [Re: BraveFalcon]
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nine inch nails * extreme angst

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march of the pigs


deep


into the void


head like a hole




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#433986 - 05/08/13 01:06 AM punk angst * TRIGGER WARNING [Re: Farmer Boy]
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#433993 - 05/08/13 04:23 AM runaways * TRIGGER WARNING [Re: Farmer Boy]
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#434038 - 05/08/13 01:24 PM guns * TRIGGER WARNING [Re: BraveFalcon]
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Originally Posted By: BraveFalcon

From one one the greatest rock albums ever recorded.....



thanks for that.
thought i would return the favour.

with my favourite song from those guys.

i was on the crew at a concert they cancelled, which turned into a huge riot after the band did not show up. it was the chinese democracy tour only a few years ago. thousands of fans destroyed the exterior of the arena and tore through the streets.

a lot of people went to the hospital that day.
the police started beating everyone guilty or innocent.

i missed the whole thing, because i was not scheduled to return to the building until showtime... a few hours after the announcement.
i still showed up on time for work, but there was broken stuff everywhere. their fans truly had an "appetite for destruction" smirk

well, it wasn't my job to fix anything, or clean up, so we helped the road crew pack their gear in the boxes, put the boxes in the trucks, just like every other rock show. the left town and i got paid.
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#434041 - 05/08/13 01:31 PM clown alley * TRIGGER WARNING [Re: Suwanee]
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thanks will

Originally Posted By: Suwanee


A little more obscure...The Godfathers "Birth, School, Work, Death (1988)



Will


this song immediately reminded me of one of my old favourites.

"woke up went to work came home ate drank slept"

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#434045 - 05/08/13 01:50 PM queensryche * TRIGGER WARNING [Re: Suwanee]
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when i think of queensryche, this is always the first song i think of.



Originally Posted By: Suwanee


Queensr˙che "Eyes of a Stranger" (1988)
This group tended toward cerebral metal...and a more left-center view than their peers. This song is part of the concept album Operation Mindcrime which hints at MK Ultra kind of stuff. My own memory of this video is watching it at age 16 I guess...late, late one night when I had a cold and couldn't sleep. It stuck with me.


Will


super creepy song and video.
it was full of triggers for me, especially the chorus.
(going off topic a litte here)
i have done extensive research into the mind-control nightmare.
operations paperclip, pegasus, phoenix, monarch, mk-ultra, montauk, etc.
it is a shame that they need children for their experiments.

extremely sick and shocking sociopathic social engineering.
very disturbing to find out that fact is more f--cked than fiction.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uupPpopZ0mo
watch this 8 minute summary documentary if you dare.
it hits on the key points, but it also hits all the TRIGGERS!.
more research link here...
http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=432874#Post432874
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#434049 - 05/08/13 02:40 PM disease * TRIGGER WARNING [Re: Suwanee]
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sometimes this is how i feel inside...



it ain't pretty. it is noisy, distorted, chaotic, ugly


"Think about your life; think about your life in the ground
Think about your pain, think about it, then suck it down
Think about the road; think about the road that you're on
Think about your life, now its gone
Face up - And change -
Your time - Displaced -
No way - You're gonna Escape -
If you could see through my eyes
You'll see I'm f--ked up inside"


Originally Posted By: Suwanee


Another obscure pick from the early 90s. Fury in the Slaughterhouse "Every Generation got its own Disease"(1993)

College was about to wind down and I was in a funk because the real world scared the hell out of me:


Will


my generation had its own disease for sure.
we grew up with nihilism, and then we were struck down with aids.
the first wave of that epidemic wiped out half of my friends in the 80's.
most people got it before we even knew it existed.
i was either lucky or immune.
but i had to witness friends, family, and associates die.

"learning to fly, but i ain't got wings
coming down, it the hardest thing.
well the good ol' day may not return
and the rocks might melt and the sea may burn...

some say life will beat you down, break your heart, steal your crown."
- TOM PETTY http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ai1VM-A60aQ



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during that time, i began the long, lonely, narrow path of masturbation, monogamy and eventually marriage.
so in a way, aids saved my life. going from absolute amorality to abstinence under the threat of death.
it was easy to commit, but hard to follow through.
many times i fell or snuck back into old patterns of risky behaviour.
it was having children that really made me WANT to clean up my act.
eventually this adventure ended up with me reading the bible a lot.
when the bible started to make sense to me, i knew that i was now truly insane, or that i had finally found something spiritual that worked for me.
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this whole topic of music is a mine-field of triggers.
it also a treasure trove of keys and combinations to the locks on our minds.

"i am immune to you, you are immune to me, we are both sick souls with the same disease"

this "topic" turned from something fun and nostalgic into a profound soul-searching journey.

as i listen to the songs i have not heard for years (now with headphones and an old man's perspective), plus the new ones being posted by my fellow survivors... deep patterns are beginning to emerge.

we'll all just have to learn to "shake the disease"

more depeche mode here: http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthr...3883#Post433883

i wonder just how many of these artists were also survivors.
i would bet on a very large percentage.

anyway, i will close with this song which has been running through my skull.

"hold you in his arms yeah you can feel his disease"


bonus: awesome JOE COCKER version from the movie ACROSS THE UNIVERSE
http://www.letmewatchthis.ch/watch-1433-Across-the-Universe
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#434108 - 05/09/13 03:13 AM Re: addiction angst * TRIGGER WARNING [Re: victor-victim]
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