I don't hurt from being called " most people here seem older". After my mother finished with me calling me all sorts of descriptions that older stuff doesn't bother me at all. I don't think anyone here took that as a slight.
Being here is a big step and don't think you don't have anything worthwhile to offer anyone her. You never know when you save someones life. As for your story go slow. Only talk about what you feel you want and can talk about. Don't think that you have to tell your complete history by the end of this week. There is no late fees or penalties at all
just imagine what Niki Niki 9 Door did for me, it brought back an avalanche of great memories with my best friend and pissed off a lot of people
. You never know what simple little thing like ringing a door bell can do for someone.
Take your time, you're here to heal first and formost. We're happy you found us also. MS is like a magnet, it attracts all types of fucked up great guys
.Peace, Rainbows, Love & Healing<3 XOXOJeff