So, I've suspected very strongly that the dude I rent from;
Is attracted to me-I dont judge but no gfriend for 9years-other stuff, and that he's been in contact with the people that drugged and raped me. Recent events make this indeniable, including eating what appeared to be perfectly normal looking food that does not spoil in,a way that would cause someone to throw up violently, dry heave and throw up blood. This is my life, a bad soap opera. These events bring up feelings going back to childhood that I hope some here can understand. Im homekess, powerless and unable to look after myself. The weak are always preyed upon.
"what matters most is how well you walk through the fire"