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#428769 - 03/22/13 11:40 PM An Original Poem
neoGauguin Offline


Registered: 03/17/13
Posts: 1
I May Want More Love Than I Can Give
I may want more love than I can give
I may be a porcupine, but porcupines need love
I may be a cactus, but a cactus needs nourishment
I may be a monster, but a monster needs a friend
I may be enraged, but rage is born of fear
I may be a pain, because I am in agony
I may be scary, because I am afraid
I may never be complete, because what is complete?
I may never be deserving, because what is deserving?
I may never be safe, because what is safe?
I may never succeed, but Iíll never stop trying
I may be a fool, but I am humble
I may be crazy, but itís a crazy world
And I may want more love than I can give.

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#428771 - 03/23/13 12:24 AM Re: An Original Poem [Re: neoGauguin]
traveler Online   confused
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Registered: 02/07/06
Posts: 3450
Loc: somewhere in Africa
welcome, neoGauguin!

you sound like a lot of us.
you are in good company here.
hope you will find support, understanding and assistance in healing here.

Lee
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As my life goes on I believe somehow something's changed
Something deep inside...
I've been searchin so long to find an answer
Now I know my life has meaning
Now I see myself as I am, feeling very free...
When my tears have come to an end I will understand
What I left behind: a part of me. Chicago


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#428794 - 03/23/13 04:07 AM Re: An Original Poem [Re: neoGauguin]
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Registered: 01/01/13
Posts: 608
Loc: one foot out the door
I have felt like a monster. I am often frustrated that when I am the most in need of people, that is when I push people away.

Your poem reminds me of song "Unconditional" by the Bravery

I've spent my whole life surrounded
And I've spent my whole life alone
I wonder why I never wonder why
The easiest things are so hard

I just want, I just want love
I just want, I just want love
I just want something for nothing

I'm a beggar and I'm a chooser
I'm accused, I'm an accuser
But nothing's unconditional

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=76l8wDvNpP4
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"These days I just try to keep to myself,
well aware I've lost touch with everyone else.
I understand that I'm fading away."

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