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#428769 - 03/22/13 11:40 PM An Original Poem
neoGauguin Offline


Registered: 03/17/13
Posts: 1
I May Want More Love Than I Can Give
I may want more love than I can give
I may be a porcupine, but porcupines need love
I may be a cactus, but a cactus needs nourishment
I may be a monster, but a monster needs a friend
I may be enraged, but rage is born of fear
I may be a pain, because I am in agony
I may be scary, because I am afraid
I may never be complete, because what is complete?
I may never be deserving, because what is deserving?
I may never be safe, because what is safe?
I may never succeed, but Iíll never stop trying
I may be a fool, but I am humble
I may be crazy, but itís a crazy world
And I may want more love than I can give.

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#428771 - 03/23/13 12:24 AM Re: An Original Poem [Re: neoGauguin]
traveler Offline
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Registered: 02/07/06
Posts: 3676
Loc: somewhere in Africa
welcome, neoGauguin!

you sound like a lot of us.
you are in good company here.
hope you will find support, understanding and assistance in healing here.

Lee
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"Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself... And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second's encounter with God and with eternity." - Paulo Coelho


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#428794 - 03/23/13 04:07 AM Re: An Original Poem [Re: neoGauguin]
Jacob S Offline
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Registered: 01/01/13
Posts: 617
Loc: where the shadows lie
I have felt like a monster. I am often frustrated that when I am the most in need of people, that is when I push people away.

Your poem reminds me of song "Unconditional" by the Bravery

I've spent my whole life surrounded
And I've spent my whole life alone
I wonder why I never wonder why
The easiest things are so hard

I just want, I just want love
I just want, I just want love
I just want something for nothing

I'm a beggar and I'm a chooser
I'm accused, I'm an accuser
But nothing's unconditional

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=76l8wDvNpP4
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I come here now, and I see lots of anger.
I don't blame anyone for that. It is perfectly understandable.
But it is not healthy for me.
So I'm going somewhere else.

Goodbye and good healing.

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