started at 5 1/2 and continued till 13 - so both pre- and also during puberty. another incident at about 15-16 after i thought it was over. still in the same unhealthy atmosphere until 18, though no overt activity.
As my life goes on I believe somehow something's changed
Something deep inside...
I've been searchin so long to find an answer
Now I know my life has meaning
Now I see myself as I am, feeling very free...
When my tears have come to an end I will understand
What I left behind: a part of me. Chicago