I took a huge step and started seeing guys. Hooking up, dating, hanging out, whatever. I don't know if that was a good thing but I have became obsessed with getting attention from guys. I fell for this one guy, anyway, fast forward 8 weeks and he only wants to be friends. This just happened yesterday and it sent me into a frenzy. I haven't eaten, can't stop thinking extremely negative thoughts and can't see getting past this.
This whole situation just brought me into a really bad depression that I don't want to be in. But I can't see the light at the end of the tunell.
In my life I have 95% of everything I ever could have wanted to achieve and get I feel so empty and worthless.
I need help and at the same time I don't want it. Ughhhhhhhuu this sucks.