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#426978 - 03/02/13 09:40 PM Anger as my mask
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lame bs.


Edited by Magellan (04/19/13 06:36 PM)
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#426986 - 03/03/13 12:21 AM Re: Anger as my mask [Re: Magellan]
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good insight, D!

i have always been aware of my masks - and was very conscious of keeping them firmly in place. i valued them because they kept me - if not safe - then, at least feeling a little less vulnerable. i guess i was taught to create and wear at least one - the "good boy" by the parents - so that no one would look too close or question or discover too much about our family. but i soon began creating others for different situations - and was quite adept at switching them almost seamlessly.

i discover as i go on, i have a desire to be know for who i am behind the masks. that version of myself is probly most clearly seen right here on MS. but even here there is a degree of self-protection. i think as i become more whole, the mask i wear comes to resemble the real me behind it more and more.

lee
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What I left behind: a part of me. Chicago


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