How are you doing goran?
not bad. i just got a deep tissue massage from a guy...
"Yeah and.."
well he started grabbing ,or working on my butt.
"mmokay"
and it felt good- he even just seemed like he was cupping ..is this okay?, i asked him if it was okay that i enjoyed it...
"What did he say?"
he laughed and said "of course". I think he may have..i dont know ;how do i know if this guy is inviting something
like , sexual? I kept enjoying it! I had conversations in my head..."keep touching me..i like it , i need me, me,me
show me what you have downthere", i dont know if i should have
given him a blowjob!
"WHAT?"
I m kidding, no i just want love,,,this isnt funny! It is even
written before starting treatment. It says "this isnt sexual
touch" . BUt he was cupping, touching my ass.
Once i took my pants off, and told him my leg and glute are
hurting here. I think he seen my small package- any-way he
hurt me!
" How did he hurt you?"
I didnt creep him out. What if i hurt him?
"Yeah, Goran you have clear up your thinking my man, people are
not trying, nor do they have any intent of hurting you! But
remember tihs is a professional! He should be touching you,
in any way that i think is wrong. I am not ther for sex!
And i am uncomfortable with the word sex, rape ,murder ,sex
sex and SEX. " I hate this ,,,,i wish my hoime was toronto. no money, no money.
Bob i have been thinking of getting a prostitute or a call-girl
to get laid. I want to get laid. But i am terrified of what this girl might react to my small penis. Alright talk to ya
later , bye goran, yeah see ya later buddy!
Goran