it's good to know there's a place like malesurvivor, for i feel i need to talk to men who have experienced the same.
You hit the nail on the head. Many, many of us have experienced the same and one thing you learn quickly here is that you're not alone in this. One word of advice that was given to me when I arrived here: sexual abuse happens in secret, but healing happens out loud
. Read/write/post as much as you can bear. It will get easier to do so in time. And we're always here for you. We've got your back.
"When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown, the dream is gone
And I have become comfortably numb."Pink Floyd