"What is that?"

Then he shoved it in.

I was also an early bloomer in every way... Taller, larger, hairier than the rest of the boys, when we were in about 6 or 7th grade. I was never made fun of for that at the time. But fast forward to high school & I was short, fat & still hairy... With just an average penis. Ever since then I have been very very very self concious about my penis size. Even 18 years on with my wife & I get scared & flaccid in the sack sometimes. Not at all her fault for making me feel any shame. It's all in my head.

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Interesting question but I don't know the answer. I simply don't remember the first one I saw but know it was bigger as was on a perp. I'm not big, but I don't care either. The only problem is has given me is that some perps liked the small size of everything, made me look younger then I was to them and that's sad, yet another thing they could use.

Same boat here. I think that everybody is bigger than I am. I was abused as a child so I remember seeing my perp and thinking he was huge! I guess that has always stuck with me, and has always made me feel inferrer in that area. I know I am not small (not big either ;o) but I am never comfortable being nude around other guys and always find myself comparing what I have. It sucks and I hate the facts that I can't be comfortable in my own skin. It has made me a pretty private person and I have even found myself trying to hide my naked body from my wife. I also have been wanting to join a gym for many years but never have because I am to afraid to be seen. So basically understand where you are coming from and want ya to know you are not alone in those thoughts.

First time, well I was impressed because I'm a bit of a size queen. on a more serious note, I was a little jealous but, I have been told that i have a big penis but i don't think so. I just think it's the right size for my build, as I'm 6'3".

I was traumatized and it lived with me for three decades until I got some effective therapy. I woke up in the middle of the night with an older boy on top of me, had me pinned and was attempting to put his penis in my mouth. Couldnt have looked any bigger, and in my mind I have "made" it even larger that it was, but that is the effect of being abused, I understand that now.

It's hard to see a bigger penis. It sends me back to the time when I was 11, before puberty, and before mine started to grow. That was when I was abused, and despite the fact that I am now grown, and my penis has grown too, I feel powerless, but more importantly overpowered and unable to protect myself.