Not really good at writing posts but gonna give it another try.
I was on the site a few yrs back for a while posting, talking to others...even started therapy.
All of this revelation and trying to deal with past events didn't sit well with my system I guess. Ultimately, I ended up losing a large chunk of time, over a year.
A lot went on in that year, dropped out of college, moved in with a guy, changed jobs (which I have since lost), stopped therapy, among others.
Anyway, now I'm thinking that it is better just to not try and sort all of this crap out. Everytime I try to take steps to delve into the past and address issues, something happens. Is it bad to just go along with how things are? Have any of you that have DID had similar experiences when you have tried to get things to come together?