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#423712 - 01/30/13 08:06 AM Re: HIV, CSA and New Med Study (Pharma Guinea Pig) [Re: Lancer]
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Registered: 08/09/12
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Lancer,

Thanks for filling in some of the details. We all took our own paths to get here, regrets and all. Now where the hell is the exit ramp?

Jude
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Something's lost but something's gained in living every day
....it's life's illusions I recall, I really don't know life at all. "
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#423837 - 01/31/13 07:30 AM Re: HIV, CSA and New Med Study (Pharma Guinea Pig) [Re: Lancer]
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One exit ramp, coming up!



Day Three, btw, and I'm not having any dramatic physical side effects (throwing up, spasms, etc.). I'm So Disappointed. Maybe they're BOTH placebos! Maybe they're laced with cyanide! Maybe Melancholia WILL hit the Earth! (This is a great movie, btw, if you're in the full throes of a major depressive episode).

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#423989 - 02/01/13 01:24 PM Re: HIV, CSA and New Med Study (Pharma Guinea Pig) [Re: Lancer]
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Day Four and...


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#423990 - 02/01/13 01:40 PM Re: HIV, CSA and New Med Study (Pharma Guinea Pig) [Re: Lancer]
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ha ha Lancer, that is hilarious wink
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#424018 - 02/01/13 05:15 PM Re: HIV, CSA and New Med Study (Pharma Guinea Pig) [Re: Lancer]
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Why thank you Pero! It's been a LONG TIME since I found something entertaining AND creative.

(however, that race horse vid had to go...that was just too gross).

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#424095 - 02/02/13 08:04 PM Re: HIV, CSA and New Med Study (Pharma Guinea Pig) [Re: Lancer]
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Day Five...Not sure yet if it's a side effect or my up-down cycle, but I've noticed I've been depressed/OCD (more O than C) the past couple of days, as in I have difficulty doing my normal tasks. It could be lots of things, but I'll just make note of it until the next draw on the 12th.

fwiw, found a new pill box - after 20 years! - with each compartment in a rainbow color. Might perk me up. Strange, I know, but little things like that do.

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#424105 - 02/02/13 09:36 PM Re: HIV, CSA and New Med Study (Pharma Guinea Pig) [Re: Lancer]
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Here is one song for OCD part:
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#424107 - 02/02/13 09:57 PM Re: HIV, CSA and New Med Study (Pharma Guinea Pig) [Re: Lancer]
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I like your taste in music Pero. What sometimes drives me nuts is that I'm ridiculously compliant on my meds and there are still times it doesn't help. If I go easier on myself, I did, after all, just start a new, particularly potent regimine (for which depression has been noted as a possible side effect), and, if this is another effect, added a Vitamin D/Calcium pill recommended to counteract bone density effects.

I'm just in a mood tonite, huh? Sheesh. Thanks.

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#424124 - 02/03/13 03:23 AM Re: HIV, CSA and New Med Study (Pharma Guinea Pig) [Re: Lancer]
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Hang on Lance,
there are such days when we can't do anything to make our self feeling better...
Not sure would you like this song also, but I like it a lot. It just says: I' ll Go Crazy If I Don't Go Crazy Tonight wink



and here is that feeling captured nicely smile

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#424175 - 02/03/13 05:16 PM Re: HIV, CSA and New Med Study (Pharma Guinea Pig) [Re: Lancer]
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Talked at length today with a friend about it. ("You don't look good," "Gee, thanks," "What are friends for?") I'm pretty clear that it's the meds (on top of existing stuff) that probably affect my mood/functioning and I'll just ride it out.

Projectile vomiting would have been more entertaining - especially for Kitty, who'd be fascinated if Daddy had a hairball - but I don't have a lot of control over this...

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