I'm Still wondering if it was "prostate pressure" that pushed semen out or if they were actual orgasms. At least early-on I could say there was noting but erectile reaction, which I did not even know was "a reaction" or even anything that was gonna be used against me.
I was an erection and habitual, masturbation-intense little kid. I learned that its not normal. I guess ALL SORTS of normal discovery about ourselves was twisted.
The way I understand it, any direct stimulation of the prostate will cause an erection, and eventually ejaculation. I'm not sure if ejaculation=orgasm, but anyway...
I remember getting an erection the first time he fondled me, when I was about 4, maybe 5, but no older. Also when he first raped me... I think I was about 6, and it was excruciatingly painful, but I had an erection...
Sometimes I feel like my first orgasm was stolen from me. Most guys get it while masturbating or even with girls, but I got mine with my father's dick up my ass...
Sorry. Triggering. But I guess the thread title already contains a warning.
I guess what I'm trying to say
Is whose life is it anyway because livin'
Living is the best revenge
You can play
-- Def LeppardMy Story
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