welcome - though it's not under the best of circumstances.
since you are here now and "talking" about it, sounds like it is time for you start on this issue.
let me tell you from personal experience - it's NEVER too late!
hope you'll find good info, support and encouragement from others who have been there - as i have.
see you around,
As my life goes on I believe somehow something's changed
Something deep inside...
I've been searchin so long to find an answer
Now I know my life has meaning
Now I see myself as I am, feeling very free...
When my tears have come to an end I will understand
What I left behind: a part of me. Chicago