Hey Lad, I can't tell you how I'm happy seeing you here.
How come that we can't reach you no matter how hard we are trying?
I mean it is like you are here but actually who knows where and it looks like you are closed to some confident space and having just couple of unhealthy thoughts on your mind ?
Again you like filtered only what you liked to read and again not some healthiest thoughts
Do you remember at all everything what did you do in last 48 hours, can you be honest and say it, what about in last 7 days?
I'm heavily praying for you