i feel for you in this wretched situation.
something similar once happened to me. very frustrating to know that there are millions ripping off the medical and insurance industries and getting away with it - while legit issues like ours go untreated or uncovered.
probly won't make it hurt less - but whatever it costs to make you "better" - you are totally worth it!!!
"the scariest thing about abuse of any shape or form, is, in my opinion, not the abuse itself, but that if it continues it can begin to feel commonplace and eventually acceptable."
- Alan Cumming, "Not My Father's Son"