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#421746 - 01/10/13 06:54 AM My abuser was a woman
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Registered: 01/04/13
Posts: 49
Loc: SE Mich
and she had a daughter that was forced to participate at times. Her boyfriend or whatever joined in too on occasion, but it was definetely all her bidding.
I fell for it all and kept on going back (10 thru 11 age). Her daughter was my friend.
She drugged me and fed me wine and overdosed me on albuterol (that shit is like NOS)
and i kept going back.
Wanted 2 say more but now i feel like total hell and will stop short b4 I freak out.
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#421841 - 01/11/13 06:39 AM Re: My abuser was a woman [Re: A270465]
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Registered: 01/04/13
Posts: 49
Loc: SE Mich
and no one cared.
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#421842 - 01/11/13 07:08 AM Re: My abuser was a woman [Re: A270465]
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Registered: 10/09/11
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Hey lonely solder, sure we care!
Take it easy if it's getting overwhelming.
I'm sorry to hear what you went trough frown
Many of us who were kids when some things were happened were coming back, it is something that I couldn't comprehend. There are reason why kids shouldn't be involved into sexual matters frown
Hang on buddy and keep sharing with us!


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#429321 - 03/27/13 07:24 PM Re: My abuser was a woman [Re: A270465]
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Registered: 02/15/13
Posts: 6
You are courageous for sharing. I could be wrong, but it seems that you are blaming yourself? I have done the same many times, but I want to tell you that it's not your fault. I'm sorry for what you went through. Keep posting. There's a lot of people who are here for you and who can empathize with what you are going through. I was also abused by women and also drugged. It's an awful experience for a child to go through, but we can heal. Keep hanging on.

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