Felt my whole life like an unrepairable freak.. It took hitting bottom in ICF penitentiary at 20 for me to end my plight with violence.
My plight with anger and dissociation continue.
My plight with sexuality and substance use / abuse continue.
My plight with suicidal ideation continue (I have a full time counselor yall so dont ride me for saying it..its not a threat)
And I am certainly not here for 'woe is me', Just to see if there really is ppl out there at all like me as I have felt my whole life that I can recall that I tread alone and walk alone down deep in my own foxhole.
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BrokenLeg@2 EarCutoff@5 RanOver@7 UnanethesizedSurgeries@8 rapedfrom10to11 Dysfunction&Druguse@12 Crime@13 Dotdotdot Violence Jail@18Escaped Prison@19GladiatorSchool Max@20 Supermax@21 HellEnsues THROWNbacktothestreets@26 MarriedWKids@28 HeardofCptsd@33
Seeking help
And the days tick by all the same