gretta, he cant trust. he is still a liar because he cant just trust. its a very very hard fight, but you are probably the only one who can win this with him, so yes, it does matter.
wish you tons of strenth. and just remember, its got nothing to do with you, it was them who made him like that, totally independent from you. he didnt really have a chance. maybe he has one now. i hope for you he uses it.
everything is always okay in the end, if it's not, then it's not the end