I'm fine. Thanks for your concern. I need to stop posting for a while because I have been triggered by people caring to respond and offer support. And in the triggering, I've been responding with less than kindness, and that's not healthy for me, and doesn't support a safe environment for others.
I'll be abstaining from posting, but will continue reading.
Thanks again guys.
It's a heroes journey, and you are the hero.
Loving Kindness Meditation will dramatically improve your spirits; give it a try for just 3 days: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sz7cpV7ERsM