i am in the same time zone as you. good to have company on this side of the world! though sorry for the circumstances that caused you to seek us out. open up at your own pace and reveal as much or as little as you are ready for.
keep me in mind if you need someone who is awake at the same time as you. and feel free to PM if you like.
"That you are here - that life exists, and identity; that the powerful play goes on and you may contribute a verse. . . What will your verse be?" Robin Williams as John Keating in "Dead Poets Society"