Why do they return in my dreams
causing me to toss, wake and scream

Are these dreams some kind of test
my mind truly deserves a rest

Of late these memories control my thoughts
of deeds unspoken that Ive been taught

I want to return to a placid place
not knowing how long I can keep this pace

Searching for answers I feel so lost
I am tired of having to pay the cost

Id gladly change with someone else
if only I could lose these doubts!
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