Why do they return in my dreams
causing me to toss, wake and scream

Are these dreams some kind of test
my mind truly deserves a rest

Of late these memories control my thoughts
of deeds unspoken that I’ve been taught

I want to return to a placid place
not knowing how long I can keep this pace

Searching for answers I feel so lost
I am tired of having to pay the cost

I’d gladly change with someone else
if only I could lose these doubts!