I know what your saying, I tend to eat all my meals out in my car at a fast food resturant. No one there looking at you wondering whats wrong. I met a friend that I know just from the internet a couple of weeks ago and we went to this bar where he does know people including the bartender. It made me very self-concious feeling like people were sizing me up as in who is this guy. Probably shouldn't flatter myself as to think anyone cares but I do. Most survivors have a self-worth/self-esteem problem, we tend to think we are not worth anything.
I hope to work on that when I get a new T, IF I can ever get up the nerve to call him and stop making excuses.
"Being with people that understand you...Priceless"
"and i don't want the world to see me, cause i don't think that they'd understand"
"You don't know what love is...you just do as your told"
"My life has changed. What you take as a simple thing, is not so simple for me anymore"