I just want to thank my partner and all of you that have put up with us survivors and our unique circumstances. You all have endured and continue to support us even though we have let you down on so many levels. Healing is such a tough burden, emotionally, financially, and physically. Most of you have placed us first above your own needs and it is appreciated.
It takes a special person to basically start a new life with someone who is completely different than the person you have loved over the past. This time of year is especially hard because we are just trying to get through the holidays and you all are lost in the shuffle. Please remember that you are loved and appreciated. We are learning to understand emotions that have never been let to surface, and it can be overwhelming.
I am working to get better so I can take a 13 year one sided relationship to the best level it can be. Commitment is a partnership and I will become a dependable, caring, supportive man.
I just wanted to say thank you and even though we are null of emotion, everyday is one day closer to feeling the love and commitment as you do. We strongly crave and you deserve.