Hi jondo, welcome to Male Survivor!
I'm sorry that you have need to come here, obviously you have some very important reasons for that as we all do.
I can tell you that you are on right place for learning more about healing and recovery of full integrity from destructive happening as abuse is.
Please take your time to slowly explore this site and to get to know it. Be aware that it could be overwhelming and difficult to read some stories, so please take your own pace and take care for yourself.
I found here compassion, support and brotherhood. I'm sure that you'll also find your way to connect to this incredible community. I'm happy that you found us, Welcome once more time!