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#418784 - 12/11/12 02:47 AM Only the Hand of God
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Registered: 08/26/08
Posts: 838
Loc: Kc,Mo
I know there will be many who see this as fighting on the wrong side but I no this was not planned this was not intended to happen by anything that had to do with me .

I have always said that the things you do not want to do or the things that you would say I would or could never do God always finds a way to lay it right before you. This could have never been truer than this

I am going to be working with child molesters and sexual offenders starting Dec 17th in a small group setting in a prison in Lansing Kansas. The Goal in the small group in which I will be leading
strike that
The Holy Spirit will be leading is to mentor them and help them lead a productive life after prison.

I had no intentions of doing this but it is how it all played out . ONLY THE HAND OF GOD could be behind this , many mixed emotions came over me but ultimately i prayed and asked not my will but thy will be done.

After all Christ always went after what the world deemed throw aways and sinners . Well it does not get much deeper than this . This is what having the characteristics of Christ is all about I no this is going to take me to a whole different place in my walk with him. I could not spend the time needed to tell everyone how this happen but all i need to no is that for everything that did happen
happened in such a way that it could only be God .

so i am going to be obedient and ask for prayers and for the Holy Spirit to Guide me and use me to speak his words and not my own . For my flesh to be overcome with the power of the Spirit . Pray for wisdom and direction and most of all for the Will of God to be done .

thanks for reading

Glory to God in the Highest
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-uYCAfpxrY
TRIGGER WARNING
Video of me telling my story
you are not alone never were
WRITTEN FORM
http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=339159#Post339159
Why i hate Religion but love Jesus
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1IAhDGYlpqY

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#418787 - 12/11/12 04:46 AM Re: Only the Hand of God [Re: nltsaved]
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i WILL pray for ALL of this:

Originally Posted By: nltsaved
for the Holy Spirit to Guide me and use me to speak his words and not my own . For my flesh to be overcome with the power of the Spirit . Pray for wisdom and direction and most of all for the Will of God to be done .


and for your protection from triggers and flashbacks and emotional vulnerability.
may they see Jesus in you and seek God's forgiveness.

Please let us know how it goes!
Lee
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We are often troubled, but not crushed;
sometimes in doubt, but never in despair;
there are many enemies, but we are never without a friend;
and though badly hurt at times, we are not destroyed.
- Paul, II Cor 4:8-9

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#418814 - 12/11/12 12:08 PM Re: Only the Hand of God [Re: nltsaved]
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Registered: 08/26/08
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Thank you so much
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-uYCAfpxrY
TRIGGER WARNING
Video of me telling my story
you are not alone never were
WRITTEN FORM
http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=339159#Post339159
Why i hate Religion but love Jesus
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1IAhDGYlpqY

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#419551 - 12/19/12 01:52 PM Re: Only the Hand of God [Re: nltsaved]
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Registered: 08/26/08
Posts: 838
Loc: Kc,Mo
I witness grown men hardened by life & its hardships in prison
Hearts Melting like butter breaking down with tears as God had used my testimony to penetrate their being

Truly humbled like never before I have never witnessed Anything so Powerful in my life
I am Amazed at Gods Grace i truly realize what serving is all about to see people as Christ sees us ALL I asked for Christ to be Lord of my life and what did that look like ?and over the last few weeks he has shown me

To Do what He would Do Go where He would Go it ended up being a place I honestly do not think i would have gone. To a max prison to witness to child molesters sex offenders addicts and more . I have to admit that was never in my plans .

But as i reflect He has been grooming me for this from the church i attend to the places he has sent me the books i have read and the people He has placed in my life .
Man today i saw the power of God take this wretch of a man that i am and use me for His Will His Purpose and it was better than anything i could have thought up or even imagined myself doing under my own will or ambition .

It was an honor and a privilege to be used in such a way. He used me to preach the Gospel to a gymnasium full of inmates and allowed me to teach a victim impact group for an hour . To see men with the taste of hope in their eyes their hearts pouring out with questions
and with earnest ears wanting and hanging on every word not because of me but what God had been doing through me .

Un freaking believable to be used in such a way that the Spirit took over my lips and poured out in 2 and a half hours unscripted knowledge wisdom and power that could only have come from on high Wow










I witness a young man realize for the first time that he was someone that he was somebody and as he teared up and told me "thank you my heart was touched for the first time"

and as he slapped his chest lightly in tears and said " for me man that is something"

He was standing in unbelief that it had happened that God penetrated his heart and showed him that he could be a child of God

realizing that God loved him and through me he could see that he could be changed

I am in tears thinking wow He is going to make it he has something he had never had
HOPE
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-uYCAfpxrY
TRIGGER WARNING
Video of me telling my story
you are not alone never were
WRITTEN FORM
http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=339159#Post339159
Why i hate Religion but love Jesus
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1IAhDGYlpqY

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