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#417589 - 11/28/12 10:58 PM changing
traveler Offline
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Registered: 02/07/06
Posts: 3399
Loc: somewhere in Africa
I used to put on a game face
to meet the world.
Like Eleanor Rigby,
I kept it by the door
so I could grab it
every time I went out.
But now I find my own features
have been too long behind that mask;
They find it hard to relax and soften,
to adapt to the changes,
to adopt the appropriate responses
to events and conversations,
thoughts and feelings.
I want to change the face I wear,
the way I change my mind.
I want to change my self-image,
the way I change my clothes.
I want to change my self,
the way I change the channels on the TV.
Instead – I am stuck – undecided,
half-dressed, between channels.
Changing –
but uncertain of the outcome…

- Lee
11 29 12
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As my life goes on I believe somehow something's changed
Something deep inside...
I've been searchin so long to find an answer
Now I know my life has meaning
Now I see myself as I am, feeling very free...
When my tears have come to an end I will understand
What I left behind: a part of me. Chicago


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#418156 - 12/04/12 11:49 AM Re: changing [Re: traveler]
peroperic2009 Offline
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Registered: 10/09/11
Posts: 3608
Loc: South-East Europe
Please don' change anything Lee, modern TV is so boring wink
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#418350 - 12/06/12 04:51 AM Re: changing [Re: traveler]
traveler Offline
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Registered: 02/07/06
Posts: 3399
Loc: somewhere in Africa
don't worry, Pero - i won't change so much that you can't recognize me. just look for the kid dragging a big sword and a giant's bloody head around.
wink
Lee
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As my life goes on I believe somehow something's changed
Something deep inside...
I've been searchin so long to find an answer
Now I know my life has meaning
Now I see myself as I am, feeling very free...
When my tears have come to an end I will understand
What I left behind: a part of me. Chicago


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#418354 - 12/06/12 07:56 AM Re: changing [Re: traveler]
peroperic2009 Offline
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MaleSurvivor

Registered: 10/09/11
Posts: 3608
Loc: South-East Europe
That would be scene Lee, lol
I've already expected some tattoos too wink

Pero
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