It's probably just as well. I'm so filled with vitriol and anger and hate, that its best that no one else sees it.....You may erase this one too, if you feel the need.
We can deal with your vitriol, anger and hate just fine. We've been there. But MS has a policy against posting suicide notes. They can be very hurtful and upsetting to other members.
Man, you need to get help NOW
Call 800–656-HOPE (4673) RAINN Support Line
Call 800-273-TALK National Suicide Hotlinewww.1in6.org
"But now old friends are acting strange,
they shake their heads, they say I've changed.
Something's lost but something's gained in living every day
....it's life's illusions I recall, I really don't know life at all. "Joni Mitchell