You will find DID friends here. I'm on the dissociative spectrum but not full-blown DID. Feel free to ask questions and share. You're among brothers here who don't think you're a freak at all.
"There is a Catskill eagle in some souls that can alike dive down into the blackest gorges, and soar out of them again and become invisible in the sunny spaces... even in his lowest swoop the mountain eagle is still higher than other birds upon the plain, even though they soar." -- from Moby-Dick