Farmer Boy Lee...

I forgive you for lying. You're Unbelievable-EMF You rock!

Jude

I forgive you too.

This is pretty awesome. Not that there is so much you hate about yourself - that sucks - but that you have the guts to list out like this.

Jude is right - you rock!

I like that this post made me cry and cry in identification.
I like that I am now realise I am not alone.
I like that some one had the courage to say all this because I couldn't.

OK, I am going to find a dark room to cry for all the things you hate...which are all the things I hate.

Thanks guys

I like that I have friends here that care about me
I like that I ran out of hates

Farmer Boy-

Don't think we have formally met - but thank you for being real here, your list was gut level honest and made me tear up as well. I hope some day I am brave enough to make my own list.

I like the courage you had writing this.
I like the honesty you have opening up to your friends here.
I like the fact that MS is a support for you.
I hate the fact that I am not where you are in being able to say all this.
I like the fact that you inspire me to attain to be open.

Thanks for writing this.

It takes courage to write what you wrote. I can certainly identify with some of what is on your list. I just made it here and I'm grateful that you are here telling your story, sharing stuff like this. While I may not have the same experiences, we have many of the same feelings. Your courage gives me courage, thank you. I can empathize with you and I wish we were not part of this dark 'club'. I'm glad we're all here.

I hate that I see so much of myself in your post.
I hate that you have the strength to write this
I hate that I don't
I like that I found this group and the guys I can relate to.

DavoSwim

I read. I cried. I read again. I cried again.
I hate that I can't yet find words.
I like that I can cry again.
Thank you.

thank you fermer boy for this post.

i like you, you know.

Thanks guys...It was good to be reminded of this post. I was very embarrassed that you found it but honoured by your comments.....it was a dark time for me. At the time I felt like I was bringing MS down with all my self hate and pain. I am relieved to know that it has helped others.

Wearytraveler - Nice to meet you I hope someday you have the courage to make a list too. For me it was very freeing - to get it all 'out'.

Zug - Thank you and I am sorry you can identify with the feelings and that you have reason to be here.

DavoSwim - I am comforted that you can see some of yourself in my post. I am not alone.

ThisMan - Your words here were perfect. Thank you.

Daniel - I like you too.

Lee