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#416368 - 11/15/12 06:54 PM just venting
MarkK Offline
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Registered: 04/02/07
Posts: 2502
Loc: Denver, CO
because i need to tell someone - no, i WANT to tell someone and there's no one else. applied for another church position, looked good, great interview, everyone seemed happy.
it seems a lot of their congregation is 19-24 and they want to find someone who can relate to them better.
i'm tired of being too old.
i think it's time to retire the fingers.

i know this is a bad time of year. i know i'm a naturally and easily depressed person. i also know i just can't handle any more rejection. and the only way i know of to not get rejected is to not put myself out there in the first place.

no comments necessary - i know it sounds like pity party time - maybe it is. if it really bothers people mods can always remove it.
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#416419 - 11/16/12 03:58 AM Re: just venting [Re: MarkK]
Jude Offline


Registered: 08/09/12
Posts: 1513
Loc: New England
Originally Posted By: MarkK
i also know i just can't handle any more rejection. and the only way i know of to not get rejected is to not put myself out there in the first place.


Mark,

Vent all you need to. Thats why we're here. Just one comment. Do something nice for yourself. Something you'll enjoy. No one has to know. Just do it.
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I went back to the doctor
To get another shrink.
I sit and tell him about my weekend,
But he never betrays what he thinks.
Can you see the real me, doctor?.
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#416420 - 11/16/12 03:58 AM Re: just venting [Re: MarkK]
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Registered: 10/09/11
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Loc: South-East Europe
Hang on MarkK,
I'll pray for some positive news!

Pero
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