i also know i just can't handle any more rejection. and the only way i know of to not get rejected is to not put myself out there in the first place.
Vent all you need to. Thats why we're here. Just one comment. Do something nice for yourself. Something you'll enjoy. No one has to know. Just do it.
"Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
Stand up and be counted
Don't be ashamed to cry " -Des'ree