Thanx all for the responses, Pero don’t feel sad for me, I have good life overall. I wanted to say “had” but the reality of it is its all inside me; the pain the memories; just the ability to share, something that I’ve never been able to do is awesome. Thanx to the webmasters for leaving the board open, weren’t we all lurkers once?

thanx

Cee

Hey Cosmo, I'm glad to know that you are satisfied with your life, your word are inspiring.
Many of us weren't able to share, indeed, just that simple fact is so lifting!
Be well!

Pero

PS. hey don't lurk here