Hi Joeboy, I am glad you found this site too. There are a lot of good people here, and good resources too. Being here has helped me make progress in my own healing, and I'm glad I found it too. We have many different stories, and members from all over the globe, but I believe we share many hurts as well. Through posting and talking with people here, I am finding was to work through this stuff. It is not easy, but making progress finally is a good thing. Again, welcome to the site.
Lao Tzu said: "When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be."