I hadn't waited 42 years to deal with this CSA.
I might have had a happy marriage, being present and able to be intimate with the woman I loved.
I might have been more available to my children.
I might have stopped isolating myself and had friends.
I might have gotten sober sooner and experienced life without the haze of substance abuse.
I might have kept fewer secrets and told fewer lies.
I might have been normal....(sigh)
Seems I've got to have a change of scene
Every night I have the strangest dreams
Imprisoned by the way it could have been
Left here on my own or so it seems
I've got to leave before I start to screamJoe Cocker