Dear Alan,
Welcome. You are among friends and supporters. This is a place where you can tell your story, share your experiences and feelings, and people will get it.
We all are in different stages of recovery, and you can learn alot just by reading what others have posted. Take your time, and when you feel ready post something about yourself. There is no pressure to tell certain things or anything at all if your not comfortable. You can PM me anytime if you want to talk privately. Good luck.
Jude
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"Suffering was the only thing that made me feel I was alive,
Thought thats just what it cost to survive in this world,
...now I haven't got time for the pain... "
-Carly Simon now 67!