So far life is one big joke. The same goes for people. Who the hell wants to put up with this on a daily basis? I keep praying for an aneurysm. Maybe tomorrow I'll get that wish. Till then the agony continues.

Hey bro. I know I have sure felt this same way before. You are def not alone in this. I wish you the best and hope this surely doesn't happen. You are here for a reason and I hope you can overcome this feeling. Stay strong brother

Hang on..pm me okay.
(((doug hug)))

I feel like its all a big joke, too.

I just wish I could understand the punchline.

There isn't a punchline unless you consider being there at everyone's disposal. This world is a fucking joke. The only time people give a shit is when your there to get them what they want. Other than that, you could drop off the earth and they will go find the next one to use. I'm tired of being a number to people. When I need something, nobody gives a damn but they sure make a big deal of how much you inconvenience them if you ask. Oh how dare you ask for anything? Your Way out of line for doing that! I'm tired being lowest on the totem pole and getting shit on. It's happened with family, work, strangers and even people here. As far as I can say, the world can kiss my ass! You need me more than I need you.