These days I feel like my life is going nowhere. I feel like it will never be different. I'm sure it doesn't help that I work overnights and have no friends. Combine that with my self-destructive behaviors like eating too much and poorly and you have a uphill climb that doesn't seem possible. I keep trying to get a new T. I have a name, I've even called him and gotten a call back with him leaving a message, I was sitting infront of the phone but I couldn't pick up, by the time I started to will myself to do it, it went to voicemail. Was feeling much better when I switched meds but that only lasted a couple of weeks. Don't know what else to say.
"Being with people that understand you...Priceless"
"and i don't want the world to see me, cause i don't think that they'd understand"
"You don't know what love is...you just do as your told"
"My life has changed. What you take as a simple thing, is not so simple for me anymore"